super boring time - CAMEROID

thats all my own unique expression at my super boring time haha :D xoxo

ROLLER COASTER !

every roller coaster has its critical points. what to do when passing through those things is DONT STOP KEEP MOVING FAST ! ☺

for you SB - with love

When you came along, I wasn't even looking for anyone.
As I got to know you, I saw you as a great friend.
You made me laugh from the heart and see things in a whole different way.
With you I can speak without wondering what you might think.
I can be me and you can be you.
You learned my weakness and encouraged me to grow.
You found my strenght and challenged me to become even stronger.
You helped me to see myself as a good and beautiful person and just when I least expected it,
you showed me exactly how I wanted to be loved.
I love you my darling, with everything I stand for.

for a lover

This is my originaly poem of my own. I don't know if it's any good, I'll just let you describe it.

Well.. here it goes.

Greetings, my dear;
Give me your ear,
I'll let you know something you want to hear:
Seeing you cry is what I fear,
I never wish to see your tear
fall down your cheeks my dear,
Without you life is something I can't bear,
That's why I always want you near
Loving words you speak make my problems disappear,
With you around happiness always seems to appear,
There's nowhere else I wanna be but here
In your arms my dear,
I can't wait for another day, another month, another year
For me to spend with you my dear.

-Hanna Tesalonika

you are my destiny

Never thought I'd have a feeling for you anyway. Considered you as another random people I'd barely talk to but it's turned out... different.

Never even thought I'd miss or even love you. But now I do. Is it wrong anyway?

We watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

-Dashboard Confessional

If loving you is a sin then.. i guess i'm just another true sinner. I can't seem to stop.

Oh God. I love you, SB. :/ do you feel the same way?

im obviously going to miss you, gaaahh!

I don't know how to tell him I've missed talking to him quite terribly.

I don't even know how to talk to him first - I'm just too afraid to. Too afraid to feel as if I'm bugging him.

Things have changed, time has been running faster..

Now we're not like the 'us' we used to be.

This may sound cheesy, but I really wish I could turn back time to year ago,

To 2008.

The year I always... talked to you. About everything we liked.

Well, here I've told you,

I miss you.

REAL me - hanna tesalonika -

heyya..

nama saya Hanna Tesalonika Saputri
saya biasa dipanggil hanna, tesa, dan yang paling sering hates. Singkatan dari HAnna TESalonika. Tapi sejujurnya itu panggilan yang paling saya benci. Kenapa? Karena... hates dalam bahasa inggris berarti benci. Padahal saya orang yang penuh dengan cinta dan damai xixi ☺
Panggilan hates bermula dari satu kekeliruan dalam memanggil nama. Saat itu saya duduk di bangku SMP tepatnya kelas 7. Di kelas itu ada yang bernama Hana Melinda dan Tessalonika Tomasoa - yang kini menjadi sahabat saya. Saat perkenalan wali kelas saya menanyakan nama panggilan. kalo dipanggil hanna, udah ada hana. tesa juga ada. dan saya tidak bersedia dipanggil putri haha :D Teman-teman saya mulai membentuk singkatan nama untuk saya dan Hana Melinda. Dan terbentuklah Ha-mel untuk Hana Melinda dan hates untuk saya... Okay, sekian untuk nama.

Selanjutnya, saya seorang gadis yang lahir tanggal 1 Agustus 1994 di Bekasi dan umur saya 16 tahun - setahun lagi ktp oyeah :)
Lahir dari keluarga yang sederhana dan saya korban broken home, walau begitu saya cinta hidup saya dan segala yang ada di dalamnya karena saya tau Tuhan punya rencana yang indah di dalamnya. Dan orang yang terus diuji akan timbul seperti emas dan semakin mulia
Sekarang saya tinggal di Bekasi bersama ibu dan satu-satunya adik lelaki saya. Saya hidup dengan materi yang seadanya namu penuh kasih sayang yang jauh lebih berarti.Di kelilingi teman-teman yang saya kasihi.
Saya hanyalah saya yang terus mencari tau tentang segala sesuatunya karena sifat dasar saya tidak pernah puas! haha.. Kenali diri saya dan kamu akan tau siapa saya yang sebenarnya


with love , hanna tesalonika